Diary,
I don't feel empty as much. My heart feels fine. But it feels like my mind is gone. There is nothing. That all I see is nothing. All I want to do anymore is curl up in my blanket and sleep all day. I want to close my eyes with Peace and Serenity. Why do I feel this way? I wish I knew... I miss Youssef. He hasn't talked to me in a while. He probably just hasn't been able to check his e-mails lately. He gets the weekend off again and me and him can talk soon. I can't wait. I hope he like's chapter 9 and 10. I will work on 11 and 12 soon then put them on a CD to take to the computer room and show to Kyle and Youssef. I hope they will like it. Dustin, new boy here, I kind of like. Me and him come from the same background... more or less. Shockingly, he lives in my old condo that I lived in 3 years ago. Hehe, and me and him share many of the same interests. He loves music and he wants to make a band. Maybe he'll make me the lead singer. I doubt I have the potential but it's something to look forward to. No harm from trying is there? I also thought about using Live Mocha to learn my Japanese and Italian. Well, unfortunately, with my mind the way it is, I have no more to say. I will write back soon.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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