Diary,
I have been struck by inspiration and hope. My dream will be fulfilled! I have this urge, this desire to learn more, to do greater things. I truly see my own happiness unfold before me. I had a small vision in my mind of me singing my heart out. And I want that to come true more then anything. I pray that I will bring happiness to the world through this. My own destiny is within my hands. The better I see life, the sooner my happiness will come before me. Tomorrow, I am to be taking a job application in. I am so sure that I will recieve the job. I know, now I feel so inspired, so hopeful and full of joy, but as soon as I speak to my Aunt or hear my Grandmother call forth my name, it will soon fade. That is why I am going to pray day and night. I feel so inspired to do so much work right now. I want to creat music videos. I want to work on my psychic senses. I want to practice Japanese. I want to read. I want to work. I want to make everyone I care deeply for proud. I wish I could see Leon's reaction to my change. To hold Misa as my first stage of happiness comes alive. To hear Youssef's scream when he finds out that I am going to be going places in my own life. To paint beside Peter's side making wonderful masterpieces. And to hear Kyle's applauding of my own writing of songs. I am going to create my own songs as well Diary. Are you proud of me, too? I am so astounded by what I can do now! I see my full potiental shining brightly in the day. Shimmering in my own eyes. I can feel my smile growing. Diary... I can feel once more. Remember, when I said I feel as if my soul has vanished? I believe it has returned. I think that now, things are going to be getting much much better.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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