Diary,
The girl Youssef loves reminds me terrible of the movie Obssesed. Im afraid he's going to get hurt and she's going to take him away from me. I cried over it last night realizing what it is that bothers me so much about Brooke. How it anger's me that she's taking him away. That he's no longer loving me as much as he used to. I cried knowing how Im afraid on losing him. He's the only true friend I've ever had and the one person I've ever fully loved and who's fully loved me back. I don't want to let that go because I know I won't find anyone else like him in all my life. I still love him so much... but... with Brooke in the way.... It feels like another bump in the road that just gets bigger and bigger. I just wish she would dissappear and he'd only have eyes for me again. Maybe... she will change like she said, but then end up hurting him. He deserves more then that. I swear, she's just using him. I wish he could see that. I need to go for now, I've been talking to him for a while now. I'll tell you more eventually.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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