Diary,
I haven't talked much to Leon or Youssef or Matt. I feel a little lost at times. But lately, mostly tired. I have been getting up early to sneak on my Aunt's internet. I feel exhausted right now. I had another dream about Leon, but I don't think I should tell him. Last thing he needs is me in his life. I hope Leon is okay though. Hehe, if my psychic senses were better, I could probably always know what he's thinking XD I was thinking of trying dream walking. Thats when you are asleep, you have your soul leave your body and go to someone else and you enter their dream. That way, you both have the same dream -- of each other. I thought if I could do that to Youssef, he'd probably want me back... at times I feel like he doesn't want me as a girlfriend but he only wants me as a friend. I don't want to be just friends, but I guess I will have to wait smile Hopefully, he will still love me in time and perhaps he will even want me back. I am leaving this entry short. I have black jack to play and I also have reading to do. Hehe, take care <3
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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