Such disappointment.
Oh my God. I need to stop writing daily. Don't you hate it when you get screamed at? ;;;yelled at?
What do you feel towards the people or person that screamed at you? I feel angry. Not at them. But at myself.
Because I know that I have let someone down. I have disappointed them. I was led to tears. -.-
And I said it. Out of frustration. "I don't believe in God. ******** THIS."
I know that's not me.
I feel two-faced because of the words that exited out of my mouth, due to frustration. I DO, BELIEVE IN GOD. ALWAYS WILL. It was the arrogance, and ignorance, and confusion that made me cry it out... I DO, I DO, I DO...
Don't deceive me...please~
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