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~Untitled
The kisses now forgotten lore
So half-hearted in its nostalgia,
Sweeps the delicate balance of the earth
And makes it so thou art fullhearted
Erases every bit of past
So thy never recalls the pain
And thou never recalls the mistake
And the baby left to nibble the tit
Of prosperity
Is quickly ripped away and little more
than elasped.
Quick to fall and fail
And be sent to the bottom
All because thou chose to overlook
Because the crimson pain was too great.
And now that pain shall become hate.

~Why
I'd never forget that day
It turned my life around
And no there was no warning
Not flashing lights. No odd sound.
My heart. I think it stopped.
My eyes. They must decieve.
I cannot shake this feeling off.
Whether I come or leave.
It's a slight bit depressing
That I feel so torn inside
But I can't run from my emotions
And there's never anywhere to hide.
Why'd I get out of bed that day?
Why'd I go to school?
Why'd I sit right next to him?
God I was a fool.
Can't someone explain it?
Some please just try!
Someone tell me what happened?
Someone tell me why!
Was it all my fault somehow?
Is fate and love my curse?
Will I be like Romeo
Or am I doomed to worse?
Why are there all these questions
But not an answer to each one
Will this be something I shall lose?
Or shall it be a battle I have won?
Why am I so mixed inside?
I feel like I'm jumbled up.
Should I jump into this river
And trust my luck...
Will I sink or swim today?
Will I finally drown?
God who knew love hurt so bad!
That it could make you frown.
Whenever someone says, "True Love"
I think of a happy pair...
But so far all its ever brought
Is misery and dispair.
Maybe I just love too hard
Or do not love enough
But if that is really the truth
Than why is this so tough?
Damn it someone answer me!
Some one hear me cry!
Why does it keep hurting?
Damn it. Why! Oh tell me WHY?
Maybe it was to be like this
Maybe I'm too hoping.
Maybe I want it too bad
So that I'm never coping.
Maybe I like the pain
But then why do I ache.
Maybe I'm in love with love
And I should just wait.
Moved too fast and now I'm stuck
Stuck to pay the price
But God even though it mars so bad
If I could I'd do it twice.

~ Show Them All
It's about time you woke up!
It's time to face the world!
Time to show them what you got
Got to show them girl!
You're better than they make you think
And that you'll know for sure
Now get up. Get dressed. Do you hair!
Remember a smile is the best cure!
We're gonna change them all
Going to make them think again
Going to get rid of that doubt
Even if we must defend.
Give it your all girl!
They'll never get you down.
Keep you head high
Don't let them push you around.
You've got what it takes
To make your dreams come true
Don't let anyone deter you
Or make you sad or blue
If you need a helping hand
Then trust me, you have me
I'll keep you fighting. Keep you going.
Girl just watch and see.
We'll change the world one step at a time
Because our motives our clean
Now go out there and take a stand
Do it for the team!
Because you're not just representing yourself
But everyone who follows you
So go out their and kick some azz
And do it calm and cool. cool

~Haiku~
Just so you all know
I love you all very much
Remember that k? wink