Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

hi people if you read my journal ur cool!! for the past 2 days ive been writing random notes thingys. i guess you could call them poems or "raps" lol but there just little thingys so here are some of em. XD o and if some of it doesnt make sence to you its because it kinda metaphorical.

Dark hearted desires, treason and distrust
pushing out the 4 seasons of chemical love and lust
blow it out of your system like broken fragments of dust
you must
rush
away from the love
before it destroys the differnece between below and above.

With a pic in his hair, and his dark glare scaring
his blood red scars and his red eyes glaring
love is not in his vocab because his heart is tearing
he could pull a blade from his chest without caring

consider living a crime followed by taxes and cash
because your life amounts to nothing when the devil throws it in the trash

pain overflows like a flooded pool
making wrong choices like selling drugs in school
keep it all in, the wicked, the cruel
but eventually it will all spill out
and then the swimmers will have something to scream about


im like a seed of hell a blazing infernal
finally i blow up in the outside like a popcorn kernal
you think your life is ********? then read the burn journals
this kid lit himelf on fire and tried to put himself out in a public urinal
he thought his life was hell waiting for his cutting sores to swell
he wouldnt tell he would say he ******** fell
on his birthday he was happy to get a new swiss
cut himself up good and waited till chris
to get a new lighter so he could retire from his wrists
after that hateful day this kid couldnt even piss
he was all burnt up his lungs were clouded
like the time he went to the airport and it was crouded
with all the fumes in his lungs and dry spit that spouted
soon on his life got much better
and for christmas that year all he got was a sweater
he had some good loves but doesnt kiss and tell
he went on a date at the waterfront and found a familiar smell
he turned around to see a guy smoking
the irony and hell
he began to rejoice and set sail
away from his past of pain that he thought he had, placed it on a shelf
but really he caused it to others by hurting himself.................


umm yea ll of those were from yesterday except the last one..i wrote it today.