Here are some paintings, drawings, or photographs that depict my current situation..............
"In six-hundred and sixty-six ways I love you and I hope you feel the same. I'm for you, and my heaven's wherever you are. I'm here for you..."
~H.I.M.~
Call me young and stupid if you wish, but I long for something different. I want to feel that feeling of addiction, but in a person. "Nothing lasts," this may be true, but why do I still want you?
Everyday is a copy of the previous day. Every day, is just another day that I wonder why I ever doubted her. Why did I say no? Why didn't I go?
Fear and nothing more.
I know she would have taken care of me, I know that now, and if I could go back... I would have never doubted her. I'm happy if she is happy. Sometimes I wonder why I broke my promise. I used to swear "I'll go with you anywhere." It was true then, and still is now. She could tell me to jump off a bridge with her and I would. It's amazing how these things grip us, and never let go. So what? you may ask yourself. So you walked out on the thing people only see on TV or read in books? Well, what now?
The clock keeps ticking
The wind keeps whisteling
And all I can think about is what it would have felt like to hold her.
Why couldn't I see?
Just how much she meant to me...
If I could go back... I would have chosen her... and no one else
heart
I'm not saying I still believe in love, but what ISN'T possible these days...
~Heartfull, but not heartbroken~
 Alucarda Incarnate · Tue Feb 28, 2006 @ 06:08am · 0 Comments |
