I hate the good memories. I barely remember them, and the bad memories are fading away as well. I would like to say i hate you, but it's hard for me to acknowledge that strong of an emotion. And besides.... it's my fault as well. I bet you don't even care about that anymore. When i go out on deliveries, every single car that looks like YOURS every red car that drives by every car that looks like your parents' makes my heart beat that much faster. Every single day i drive by and see yours in that restaurant lot. The one i can't go to anymore because you still work there. Stop it. Leave me alone. I have no intention to ever talk to you again; and the next time you contact me, i will ignore you. Call me insensitive. I don't particulary care about you, did you notice? I tried to make it clear last time. You have someone else, so leave my mind alone already! Why can't i be at peace? It's been half a year, i'm happy with my life right now, i have friends now! Take that!! My friends are all the opposite gender!! I'm free now! ******** your constant paranoia! ******** your temper! ******** your phone calls at my house 3 in the morning because i fell asleep over my cell! ******** your videogames that you ended up playing instead of doing the things you PROMISED with me! ******** your making me feel guilty over something i now HATE MYSELF FOR! LEAVE MY MIND ALONE! I WANT TO FORGET YOU EVER EXISTED SO I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THIS POINTLESS FEAR!!
Sevi Grippaggio · Mon Sep 06, 2010 @ 03:33am · 0 Comments |