I'm not sure if I should be okay with this. With everything that's happened recently (And not so recently) I'm not sure I trust you. I don't really let on that I don't, but how can I trust you after everything?
I always though you were the heart-breaker but I've come to realize that I was. I'm almost sorry. Not for what we had but for letting you go so abruptly. Sadly to say, I don't think I deserved you and I let others strongly influence me. Had I not, maybe things would have worked out differently. But who knows.
It was like a bullet train heading towards a dead end. It was going to crash eventually. I kind of hoped it wouldn't be like that though.
Even though I act like everything's fine, I don't think I'm over it yet. You are constantly on my mind. I smile every time I remember the good times. I suppose it's my fault. You seem to be handling it just fine now. But what can I do? I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
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