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I think I found Kaya's real youtube o.o I found it on his blog. He posted a vid of his new single on his blog so I clicked on it and it re-directed me to the actual youtube video. So I clicked on the profile and it goes, "made xx Dec 2010" and "User is in Japan". So I'm like: "Japan. Made in December. Kaya's new single. On Kaya's Blog. Kaya's Youtube? Made for promotion of single?" So I left a comment saying how I love the new single and am eager for more and subscribed to the channel. Hey, can't hurt. Sure, I can just comment directly on his blog or send him a message directly through his blog, but...I'm a chicken XD Its just like how sure, I can just comment on Peggy's blog directly* (Peggy always responds to comments) but I am chicken. Its ALSO the same as with I could just comment on Mashiro's blog! Some day I will get up the courage to message these people I so admire. Some day...o.o' Some people get to meet their idols and they actually hug them and pinch their cheeks, but not I x.x I am too nervous for that. Yes, they are regular people. But I am no good even with regular people. D: I will work hard to fix this!

I remember one time I was talking to this girl about how waiting for Mana's music caused me to not take my life (I'm so pathetic?) and she goes, "tell him!! He'd love to know!!! It would make him cry!! :: gives me Mana's direct e-mail::" and I'm like, "........................D: .........................:: dies of nerves::" I only hope that one day if I do meet one of them that if I am so nervous I'm shaking or something they think its cute or something. Not "omg that girl is a creeper". Pretty please DX

*Peggy's situation is special so there's added nervousness.