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I've been thinking lately, after the recent events that have happened in the world. i know I'm a very small insignificant part of the world and what i do has very little impact on all else. As they said in Fullmetal Alchemist - One is all. All is one.

I've come to the crossroads where I have to stop acting like a child and start to actually take responsibility for my actions. That being said I've taken a step back and realised that maybe for once I need to be doing something that makes me happy. They say that your harshest critic is yourself - for me that is more than true and for those who know me well, realise it is one of my flaws. I realise now that I've spent a long time trying to make other people happy. Especially when it comes to anything involving education.

So I've dropped the biggest stress inducer in my life and I feel indifferent, but I can already feel my stress dissipate slowly. I haven't been happy with anything I've designed in half a year and I truly hate the feeling. So whatever happens from now on I know I bear full responsibility for everything I've decided.

My friend is possibly right. When you dance - there's nothing better.