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I think I've made myself sick
All of a sudden, I feel like I'm going to throw up. I think I've depressed myself to this point. I was just thinking, about how the world is going crazy, how there's signs everywhere about what's going on and what's going to happen... I wish I was never born. It's not the first time I felt this way, it won't be the last. I wonder why I had to be here at this point in time. Why I ever took a breath. I either die, or I possibly see the end of the world. Who knows? But the level of technology is sickening, and so is people's dependency on it... I know I am sort of a technophobe, I can't be the only one. I just hate this all. There is no option to miss any of the possibilities. Every day I wake up, wondering if this is the day the wheels turn and something catastrophic happens, something biblical, and people start realizing and freaking out. Will they even freak out? In the bible, it says that if you are to see these signs, to rejoice, or something like that. But who can rejoice? This is all frightening. Some will pass away in sheer terror. It said that some things will happen, but not to all. Everyday, I pray for forgiveness and mercy, and to be saved. I am just scared of it all. I know that this is because of the type of person I am. Some one out there, can take this all in and not bat an eyelash. Someone is not afraid.
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