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	C0ll3c71v3 VV0rk5 0f l173r47ur3 (collective works of literature) This is mostly a weird form of my thoughts being released. They usually come when i am in a dark mood and i don't want to tell anyone.

	I AM IN LOVE
	I AM IN LOVE


Undeniably. Irrevocably. Completely. Honestly. In love with the one I said I wasn't. I can't control it. He's wonderful. I see now That I truly have to let go of the One Responsible for Unspeakable Evil. Because this one Chad is not like him. he presents a new set of problems. But I can see past them. I can see how beautiful his soul really is. The only problem is that he isn't happy because he can't see it himself Because he says he can't feel love If i can stop being the worst person If i knew how to help If I wasn't so useless Then maybe he'll be as happy as he deserves. Note: He was telling me this and i began to cry. He told me he can't feel love and he hates himself for it. And I cried because I hate staring down the very real chance he won't be happy. That he'll always feel that way. That there isn't a thing I can do to change that. In fact, most of the time I make him feel bad. I shouldn't live. but he keeps giving me chances to help. SOMEDAY WE'LL FIND OUT HOW TO MAKE HIM HAPPY. I PROMISE. kazuka78 · Mon Mar 26, 2012 @ 04:28am · 0 Comments


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