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	C0ll3c71v3 VV0rk5 0f l173r47ur3 (collective works of literature) This is mostly a weird form of my thoughts being released. They usually come when i am in a dark mood and i don't want to tell anyone.

	I Know This Feeling
	I Know This Feeling


In the pit of my stomach I know it To be hatred Hatred so deep and strong It actually sickens me. My guts twist at the idea that I'll see her. When she opens the door I just want to turn on my heel and never look back. I feel dread when I hear her name. When I hear her voice. When she puts her arms around me and thinks we're good friends. More than anything I hate when she begins to bad-mouth you. Tell me who you've been with recently. What girl you're chasing after. Who you probably slept with. or any "progress" she's made getting closer to you. All the while she doesn't know I like him. At first, before any cards were on the table I thought she and I could have been friends But we can't. The initial awkward it has been replaced with hatred dread to the point where I want to tell her the truth. Where I don't want to see her. Where I nearly throw up. Where I spend hours trying to ignore the tight feeling in my chest because try as I might I can't shake off her words and that's what I hate the most. kazuka78 · Wed Mar 28, 2012 @ 11:56pm · 0 Comments


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