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since no one reads my journal entries anymore, i may as well ramble about how im really confused about my feelings about one of my friends, joe. We dont live close to eachother, we bearly know eachother, and yet i find myself missing him when we dont talk for a day. i really dont want to find myself in the same situation that i was in a few years back with another boy...actaully there both no longer boys. I dont know if i want to get involed with men or women right now, especially with all the confusion that's been going on lately. With Samm and i not going good at all, and my nii-san becoming further away from me, i dont know what to think anymore. Steve-nii has been drifting so far away from me lately and im finding myself really wondering if he even thinks of me as his imoto anymore or if im just a girl who stalks him at work and annoys him. I really dont want to loose Steve, he's helped me in so many ways that he doesnt even realize. Well, i think that's enough emotions for today....