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Hey, when was my last entry like...2 months ago xD lol that's ridiculous! I hope you guys missed me.
Of course you didn't, forever alone crying
Lol anyway, I don't really remember all that I wanted to tell you so I guess I'll just talk about my recent days. So the weekend and today.
Happy late mother's day<3
Ummm Saturday, I was up at like eight and I'm like ewww. So I went on facebook and I was creepin and checkin' and whatever else ya'll know you do on facebook and I see my past crush is on. And realize I still like him a little, but :/ lol so we're talking and inside and outside I'm like 'OMG talkin to Luke.' but through my computer I'm like 'Yep, I'm chill. Just a conversation xD' So then I realize I'm being a sterotypical girl, but who isn't when you talk to your crush or your boyfriend Owo mhmmm. So that happened.
And then today, was a practice for colorguard, and those who read my journal understand I am a perfectionist and I put my heart and soul into things, remember xP
Well I am freaking out about colorguard try out! I mean I love it, and I know I'm not as good as the others, but if they were to sit us down, or look into our brains. I love! LOVE! My frikkin colorguard. And see there's a girl, don't really like her. She's trying out and I'm like shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up! because she kept talking, and talking and talking and I was getting irritated and I was like calm control. Phew...
I threw my helicopter and caught it. That was awesome, can I do it again....I don't really think so o.o
CRAP!!