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Goodbye, my hopeless dream... |
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Everyone who's ever meant something,
Has either died or gone away-
Far, far away.
I guess it's good to know...
I see ghosts of pasts
And familiar faces plastered to the front pages.
I guess the bitter truth is nothing lasts,
And everything always changes.
But I guess it's good to know,
That eventually, yes everyone will go.
So why is there this big charade of a show?
If it all ends up the same way, what else is there to know?
Been on my own,
Because most can't stand
What I demand,
So I'm normally alone.
I'm no good at goodbyes,
So don't let the door hit you on the way out.
It was nice watching you try to sift through the lies.
I admit, I too am guilty of doubt.
Lately, I've been stupid and brave.
But, doll if you don't want me-
Well thank you kindly, now go find someone else to save.
I guess I should've known better,
But you were someone I was curious to know.
So I guess it's good to know,
That no matter who you try to let in-
Chances are they'd rather be somewhere else,
Than listening to you explain yourself.
Oh my, where to begin?
There's a void in what's left of my heart.
And I try to fill it, with whatever I can.
So I guess you could say that's what sets us apart.
Is it so wrong that I'm not love's number one fan?
So here's to what's left of my career,
Keep the answers to yourself.
For you I was willing to face my biggest fear,
But instead I'm taking the absinthe down from the shelf.
Puddles of green were all I saw at first,
But now I see what everyone else warned me about.
You reminded me of my thirst,
So now I guess I'll just be peacefully left out.
It shouldn't be too painful,
To cut you out completely.
I've done the procedure a dozen times blind,
But I can't help but feel a little shameful
While I tie these wrists and let memory of you be left behind.
See trust is like a cancer,
It lays dorment unless detected.
And by the time it's done you probably won't survive.
I'm sure you won't put up much of a fight.
After all, I am always right.
Never thought I'd live to see the day,
Where I successfully have pushed every single soul away.
So it's good to know,
That in this world that's just how life will go.
It's always fun knowing how it ends,
But at least once-
Just once, I wish that someone were brave enough to be more than friends.
 Alucarda Incarnate · Fri May 18, 2012 @ 11:05am · 0 Comments |
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