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I can't help but feel like you're slipping away
and I really really don't want to feel this way
I want you and me to be forever
but I can't shake this feeling that the chance is never
will that actually happen; but I want to stay at your side
I want to grow old with you
but this feeling won't subside.
I'm so scared to lose you,
especially now
Each day goes by and we talk less and less
And I know how
that can effect relationships
and I'm so scared you're losing interest in me.
Maybe it's all in my head but I still want to scream,
because you're my everything.
So what am I to do
If you decide to part ways?
Should I just stare at the door
and wait for days
for you to come in and apologize?
And say that everything's going to be alright?
I thought I was past these fears
but they're seeping up again
and with them, they bring tears,
because you're the most amazing that's ever lived
and I swear if I lose you....
Nothing's going to fix the hole that's left...