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I dunno, I guess I just felt like writing something. Not that I have much to write about. This is probably all because of watching a ton of Joseph Birdsong on YouTube, combined with absolutely nothing to really do online. Well, nothing that I feel like doing anyway. So much apathy...

I guess it would be fair to say I'm mildly depressed when it comes to thinking about my future and how I'm already 24 and still live at home, never been in a relationship, don't really want a relationship, but likely will never produce children at this rate cause I don't think I could afford the single parent route. Not that my own parents probably wouldn't do their best to help me out, but I really hate the thought of always having to rely on them when I should be able to do something on my own. And honestly, even though I'd like to have a kid I don't think I want one right now anyways. So just waiting to see what happens and I'll figure things out once I hit 30. Job-wise also a bit bummed. I mean it's nice to have something consistent, but when it's part-time and not giving enough hours my mom hounds me about getting a second job. Which I honestly wouldn't mind if A) this town really had that many job opportunities and B) if my current job had a consistent schedule so that I could actually schedule a second job so they don't conflict. This is probably one of the better jobs I've ever had (sad when you think about it, but true), and I don't want to put it at risk if I can help it. I mean not even the days, but the times are random too! I can stay up super late with no problem, but when you an evening shift, have to go to a night job, then have to be up for a morning shift for the first job, kinda a turn-off for trying to find something graveyard shift. I could always see about finding weekend-only jobs, but that goes right back to my problem of not a whole lot available as far as jobs go around this city. Meh. I should try to find something to go back to school for, but I honestly can't muster any sort of excitement or drive. Gotta figure it out at some point though, I don't have my whole life to dither around the subject...

On a fun/happy note got to see Guardians of the Galaxy, which came out today. Hilarious movie, me and my best friend are totally Groot and Rocket!

Well guess that ends this thing for now. Maybe I'll pop in to write more another time.