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me being very bored right now and trying to think of something to say. . . . this weekend sucks already and it just started. . . . so much i want to do, but so much else prevents me right now. . . . kinda depressing actually-all the obstacles and blocks that keep me from being a happy, placid person instead of a moody, depressed blob. . . . i want to draw a pretty picture, but iv been drawing so much lately, i have no ideas of what to draw, and i have other things i NEED to be working on (like my portfolio due tuesday). . . . which i just finished one piece of. . . . it took me from about 9:30pm till a little after 2am to do a violet, monochromatic, colored-pencil drawing of a corner of our living room. . . . im kind of proud of it, despite its many mistakes and lack of interest . . . . my hands are kind of stiff, weak and tired right now from working on something that long without more than a few breaks (and by break i mean about 30 seconds to answer the door, 30 seconds to go see who is in our house now, 30 seconds to um. . . . wait, is that all the breaks i took??) um, what else. . . . its 3 am. . . . and i have nothing to do. . . . and im tired. . . . and i should sleep, but i just dont feel like going to bed. . . . stupid youtube wont load, i dont have a scanner so i cant play around with my first-ever deviantArt account. . . . im tired so i cant really do art. . . . anime on demand didnt update the shows that i keep up with. . . . there really isnt much on tv right now, and i dont really feel like watching it anyhow. . . . im too tired to read the few mangas i have in my possession. . . . i dont really want to listen to any of the thousands of songs i have on my computer. . . . . i cant go for a walk since its 3am, not that i have the envergy for it. . . . and being on gaia is boring me right now. . . .
what i really want to do, to the point where im becoming all emo-ish, but cant is to think up a story and just go through it. . . . iv gone through all of the stories that iv started and actually felt went somewhere and i want a new idea anyhow. . . . i felt like my dream i was having earlier could have lead to a story, but my older brother woke me up before i could figure out what it was about. . . .
IM SOOO BORED!!! and i really want to be watching petite princess yucie despite being tired. . . . youtube only has the first 3 episodes, but even that would suffice for now, if it would only load gonk stare crying
I want to sleep but right now iv got other less pleasant(aka reality type) things on my mind . . . . i need a story or a semi-descent movie(that ive already seen) on tv to help my mind melt into the first stages of sleep. . . . otherwise im stuck feeling sorry for myself and thinking about all the things that have gone wrong not only in the past 24 hours, but also throughout all of my life. . . .
IM SOOO BORED and i just feel like i need a story. . . . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Pacu Koi
fishies. . . . but their names are so . . . . adorable and sound sort of asian in my opinion. . . .
pacu- looks like pirahna but is vegetarian. . . . they get to be HUGE koi- like goldfish. . . . i love the ones that are white with black and orange patches and the ones that are all black with orange patches. . . . they get to be HUGE too. . . . o and they look like goldfish
um. . . . . what else. . . . grr. . . . i dunno, time to lay down and try to think of a story or something. . . .
Unni Ineo · Sat May 13, 2006 @ 08:08am · 2 Comments |
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