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After doing research for a female friend who keeps getting harassed by her ex, I realized that much of what I do is almost the same. Thankfully, I'm not constantly sending messages, Subliminally, yes. And even text messages. W-Well, they're not constant! But just enough to the point that someone might want to take legal action against you and easily win.

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Just admit that you lost her and move on with your life. You're holding back yourself more than you are winning her back. You're just being a creep at this point. Sending her a picture of you? What are you?

... Sighs
You are right... I need to stop doing that sort of thing. I have to realize I can't be with her anymore.

You'd think talking with Dominique and Ally would have made you realize this already. But I guess that's why they're back in your life: To remind you that you can't go back to where you were before. You ******** up. Admit it and move on.

... So what can I do then...

What about actually doing that knight class you talked about? Or going out to the city on your own? I mean, it's a lot better than spending your time behind a screen and pretending you're getting further in your life by sitting down and writing obnoxious messages to someone who may not even be reading them. Why not actually use this motivation to write senseless s**t into something productive? Or do you need another panic attack to push you forward?

... Don't bring that up. But again.. You are right. I think tomorrow I might walk around the city. Go to places I haven't been in a while and just watch the people move along somewhere else, imagining their lives for a while. Maybe catch a movie.. Who knows?

Just whatever you do, let's not think about her. I'm sure me and her are both tired of it.

... Whatever...