So I just got home from going to the movies with some of my... Well, I guess you could call them friends. I really don't know...
We went and saw the DaVinci Code or whatever. Lots of naked scenes..
Anyway, like last time I went with them (Or one of the two I went with) we went shopping. Or looking at clothes... For them. It's boring as hell. Anyway, we go through all these really boring clothes stores and I'm watching them stare at all these stupid clothes for I don't know why. And it went on for like two hours. And they found the purse for me if I was a girl, and they tried to find a dress that I would wear if I was a girl... rolleyes And they were like, insulting me. Or making fun of me or something. Like when we walked in front of borders and I wanted to go in. And they said something about how they can be good looking and smart, and that they know when they should go to other shops or something like that, but I for some reason can't go in there. I didn't really catch whatever they were trying to tell me. And they kept saying crap about how I'm gay. And I just keep telling them all the time that I'm not gay, and they just wont shut the hell up. So I'm probably just going to try and ignore it... And how I'm a geek/nerd, and how I'm supposed to be lucky that they're inviting me to go swimming, even though I really don't want to. And saying stuff like that doesn't make me want to any more. And how they say that they're going to make a movie out of my life because it's soo interesting and stupid.
And I just don't know why I bother doing things with them. They just bug me most of the time I'm around them. I mean, part of the reason that I was happy that summer was starting was that I wouldn't have to deal with them so much. And now they're calling me like every single day, and I'm too nice to hang up, or crap like that. And... I think the one girl's cousin said something about how I'm so weak. And I don't get how she could know something like that from meeting me twice. And it's just... I don't like being around them much. I hate not knowing how to say this crap. I need a new book to read. I'm gonna go lay down...
And they were like, "I bet you don't have any other friends." And how they denied that I probably did when I told them I did. And how they said that they thought my mom was surprised that they wanted me to go to the movies with them. How the ******** hell would they know what my mom said when they can't even see her? Or hear her. Or any of that crap. And it makes me feel like they're pitying me. And I don't need their pity.
I need something to get my mind off of this. I really do...
And they complain about how my voice is to high. And too girly. And how I act too girly. And crap like that. And I don' twant to have to change the way I act around them just to make them happy. If they were my friends then they wouldn't have to say crap about that, they 'd just accept it. And it makes me feel really bad. And I of course can't talk to them about it, because then I'd feel horrible.
[Edit] Now they're saying that they like me. xD Fate's a b***h.
 Arancia · Sat Jun 24, 2006 @ 01:24am · 1 Comments |
