Lately I have been having dreams of a friend I have not spoken to in over seven years.
It really makes me wonder what kind of person they have become, I feel like I'm stuck in the past, unchanging... Although even with that feeling I realise that I have become more cynical as time moves on.

I don't want to feel like our friendship was for nothing so I will push on. Hell maybe one day I can look back to this post and laugh.
I want to believe that.