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Life's gifts and sorrows...
The things in life that seem to just pop into my head. My third personality at its best. Everything written is all opinion from my perspective, as someone with a childish spirit and hidden thoughts.
July 14, 2006
Tomorrow is when the memorial is going to be held for our teacher... I wish I could fix things or at least get another chance, but I don't have that kind of power. I stay in fantasy land too long and people take advantage of that. So maybe I do think childish things, all the fun comes from being a child...
I'm never trying to be dramatic. I'm just writing what I think. My thoughts go into words that I can only say when I write. I Love writing. It's what I like to do. I don't draw as much as I used to because I don't like my drawings. I never show anybody what I write because I don't think people will like it either.
It's something nobody wants to deal with: The groups at school. It's stupid and pointless but we all have different interests. When you're ignored nobody understands it, not even your own friends. People judge you on everything. I've been told my singing sucked by two people...So I guess I just lost confidence in everything. This journal is the same as any other journal, only public, so don't say I write too much. I can make it however long I want. stressed






User Comments: [1]
Izumi-Kodo-san
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Sun Jul 16, 2006 @ 04:00am


you know I like it that sometimes you act chidish. That's what makes you fun and a great person to be with. Also you being in fantasy land is what makes you creative. Your drawings don't suck, well some do but only the ones where your not trying. trust me they're much better than mine. I don't keep any of my drawings. Just so you know I'm not lying, I'm telling the truth. I like what you write cuz most of the things you say are true.
Also everyone or mostly everyone knows how it feels to be ignored. But there are differnt reasons that someone is ignored. that's also why some people don't understand. Your friends do/will understand but you seem to be happy most of the time and you've never said anything like that to us either. You just think that we don't understand because we've never dicussed it. i've told you this but I've been ignored by alot of people, and for 5 years. Even at the beginning od this year i felt like i was ignored cuz you guys didn't trust me. but now we act like we've been friends forever. That's ll I wanted to say. I had to do this as a cooment, I didn't know how to add to your journal.


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