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crying today this morning my chicken died it was in its cage and he was sleeping on his fav t-shirt. my little sister let the dog in the house and didnt put him up she just went back out side.meanwhile the dog went to were the cage was and opened it and when the chicken got scared he chirped and the first time i thought *oh well i guess the cats playing with him because my kitten loves playing with him and playing tag with him cause he always thought that he was a cat so when i heard it a second time i went to check on him and there was the dog inside the cage with my *sob* chickens head still attacked to his body in the f^cking dogs mouth it turns out that the dog had broken the chickens neck. i picked up the dog and threw him out of my room and picked up my chicken and went screaming down the stairs to my parents room and they said he probably wasnt going to make it. so i went back up to my room and i sat on the bench and he looked up at me licked my cheak then put his head down and choked on his own blood he was bleeding all over my hands and legs. so i screamed again and said * MOM DAD HES DEAD HE DIED!!!!!!* crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry cry cry
i couldn't beleive what just happend my very own pet died in my arms. im sorry i need to stop typing for a sec (im crying)......... ok so i went into the bath room and cleaned my self off and when i got down stairs i was crying and crying and crying and it was so hard that i stoped breathing for a few seconds cause of what had happend i mean you would cry this hard if you lost a pet that your were there when it was hatching and you helped it out of its shell and you were just so excited that you could hardly wait to bring it home. then all of those months you see him grow and grow and grow and he was about to get big and then you wake up and hes dead i mean i just want to scream and yell it was all my sisters fault. and shes acting as if nothing happend. right now i need a hug and i hope some one reads this even though the title might be a little funny its not at all. i just want some one to be there and hugs me and say every thing is all right. and this weekend we were gonna go out buy chicken feed and a new cage cause were about to move to a new farm and now every thing is canceled. and then i find that my sister had been writing in my PERSONALL DIARY that i got for my 9th birthday!!!!! burning_eyes stressed scream evil evil ninja cry atleast today we are going to the mall to get my mind off of what had happened earleir just plz i need a hug *stands there and waits for some one to come and hug her* cry cry cry crying crying crying crying crying crying crying