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I had a mental breakdown last night, I started crying hard, and tried to kill my sister for all the stress she caused me...I`m insane...

I`m heading towards a second breakdown today...

When I hit mental breakdowns, it`s bad, it`s all my repressed emotions exploding at once, sadness, anger, fear, anxienty, depression, just everything I repress...and when it happens, I usually try to harm someone, or myself, and cry my eyes out and scream and throw fits while I do so...I`m a danger to myself and others, and should be locked away...