I am accepting duties as Princess of the Neitherworld. He thinks he's toon Beetlejuice... But he's Prince Vince. I think... I think that yet another episode of the series has been ruined for me now. I've found Prince Vince... but Beetlejuice isn't here trying to stop it. It hurts powerfully and it hurts deeply. I sincerely hope that no more episodes of my favorite cartoon get ruined for me like this or else I won't be able to enjoy it anymore. As it is, it has already become difficult to enjoy for many reasons...
I let the coolness of night take over and have been banished to the moon... and I have to live with it, probably for a thousand years. But I guess at least I'm not alone. I might not have my own light but at least I light up his world. Maybe some of it will bounce back on me someday. That's the only way I can think that I might get at least a fraction of my own light back.
I have a powerful urge to write a fanfiction now where Lydia chooses Prince Vince over Beetlejuice and it's not a happy urge. It would be just to see Lydia deal with what I'm dealing with. Beetlejuice would go off with some other ghoul and Lydia, devastated, would initially be trying everything she can think of to fix it... When everything fails, she accepts fate and becomes Princess of the Neitherworld with a heavy heart.
As I'm writing all of this, I'm listening to "Lullaby For A Princess" by Ponyphonic on Spotify... I have it on loop. I've lost count of how many times I've listened to it since March 12th, 2014 (1t 11:45 am). It has been 9 years, 8 months, 3,537 days, 84,888 hours, 5,093,280 minutes, 305,596,800 seconds since I lost my own light. Since I started to feel banished to the moon for a thousand years. This song has been on loop for at least 700 of those minutes. I remember when we both listened to this song together so often...
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