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Confessions One of the scariest things on earth:
LOVE
It's deadly and some can get addicted to it. I have alot of views on it and I bet you too.
Love is scary
This is true. What is more scarier than you falling in love and acting all foolish? What is even more scarier than falling in love with someone who doesn't love you back? Then theres when you and him are actually couples but the love just fades away. Ain't that scary? Damn right it is. Some believe that loving is stupid or they gave up on it. Its not that they don't want to fall in love, its that they're scared. I sure am. As beautiful as love is..its evil when its gone. Then its more evil when you stretch out your arm, heart on your hand, then have it being slapped away. You feel pain or rejection, sadness and depression, heartbreak, anger, regret. All of this came from one rejection and once you feel that, you don't want to feel it anymore so you hold back and hold your feelings in or you totally give up.
Then there's when they actually do accept you and you feel warmth, excitement, happiness, the exact opposite of rejection. But then you start to see that the one you fell in love with wasn't actually perfect. Their flaws begin to boil up and you can see them clearly. Why weren't they there before? Cause you were blinded by love you idiot.
Imperfections are beautiful
Ofcourse they are. Some try to be perfect in life. That's only setting themselves to fail. No one is perfect and flaws make someone better, more real. That zit on your head that makes you want to pop it [I advise you to not] is a sign that you are human. The person you fell in love with, is also human. So what if you haven't noticed that bush that he keeps under his armpits? That doesn't change who he is, I mean sure he's not so clean but so are many guys. He may eat like a pig, but so what? He may not be a gentle man but again no ones perfect. Just think about why you fell in love with him, his smile, the small dimple that appears, those eyes. Some imperfections that drive people crazy can make one person swoon. I dunno who though, its up to you to find out.
Do they deserve your tears?
I suggest not crying about someone who you just had a puppy crush on and just cause he said he doesn't want you, don't cry your eyes out. If its someone who you loved for actually more than a week and has put his imprint in your heart is someone to cry about. Someone who abuses you does not deserve your tears. Why should you cry for someone who didn't treat you right, didn't love you back, told all your secrets that was supposed to be between you and him not you, him, and his friends? Save your tears hun for someone who deserve it the most.
Rejection
This is one of the biggest reasons why people don't believe in love. They give their heart and they don't get it back and sometimes when they do, its already been ripped to pieces, shot down, shattered like glass, thrown aside, sliced open, stabbed. But those rejections will keep make you appreciate love even more when someone actually smiles at you and holds onto you for dear life. If you get accepted everytime you ask someone out, and then someone actually rejects you, its even more painful than when you got rejected 3 times.
Icky Love Stuff
We all know we hate those mushy, corny movies that has no plot but just boy meets girl and they fall in love. I hate that with a darling passion. Some anime are like that and I prefer not to watch them, I can't think of any right now cause my brain is at ground zero. But you know what I'm talking about right?
True love doesn't have a happy ending cause true love never ends.
 Wash out Memories · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 06:02am · 0 Comments |
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