Another day with out Monique. I wish she could.. I dono. Some times I wish I had never met her but when I really think about that, then I have just lost the only feelings of true love I've ever felt. I went on a date with megan today and well... I just. I dono, it felt like.. a good thing! I enjoyed my self but at the same time I wish I could have been watching the moon. Life is so confuseing! I know what I'll do. I'll stop doing all this thinking and jsut let life hit me with all it's got. I think i'm starting to fall back into that depressed state again. Not because of her.. well... yes because of her but also because Life is about to get much harder and... well... I don't have my beloved I can turn to. she's just a friend now. But to me she'll always be my one and only.
Protector of the States · Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 05:07am · 0 Comments |