I wanted to rip the flesh from my own bones, just so I could make sense out of the pain I was in. I wanted to taste the blood of those who were hurting me. I wanted to stare into the eyes of those who have pained me with their endless hate. I wanted to run until my legs gave way under me and threw me down to the cold pavement. I wanted to glide my hand along a wall of nails so I might have painted my sorrow's cause in my own blood. I wanted to justify every ounce of pain inside of my heart... Then I remembered..
I should just give up. Give way. Let it go.
Just like this song says... Drink up baby down Are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind 'Cause it's all going off without you Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy These mess-ups You bubble-wrap When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go Jump in Oh well, what you waiting for? It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown So, let go Just get in Oh, it's so amazing here It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives And then advances with the form So, honey, back for more Can't you see that all the stuff's essential? Such boundless pleasure We've no time for later Now you can wait You roll your eyes We've twenty seconds to comply
So, let go Jump in Oh well, what you waiting for? It's al right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown So, let go Just get in Oh, it's so amazing here It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown...
I dissagree. I firmly stand by your side, clutching to your hand. I won't let go. I refuse to give up. They won't break me down. I refuse to let our time be ripped away. I will be standing right here with you, in the middle of this ridiculous fray.
Alucarda Incarnate · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 08:28pm · 1 Comments |