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Todays rant is brought to you by: Jarett's inner demon


GOD DAMNG IT!!! why doesnt my mom let me go to OMGcon she is just being an over protecting b***h!! she and my sisters went to "Disney World" this summer....i stayed here and took care of the place...i told them im not going to Disney World because there are too many people stare i didnt care how many people there were its just them i didnt want to be with....im ******** 17 for god ******** sake!! I could be great if i tried.....but i still havent found a good enough reason to care enough to try any more...i hate it! damn it it seems like no matter what i do i have to bust my a** just to get below average on whatever i want or want to do...this is because i can not get a job whilst in school my mom wont let me...she would get me fired from that job or make my life a living hell....more then it is already...so times is wish i realy would of died last year when the medicene i took gave me a super negitive effect but i fought it to live so my mom would be happy....well damn it not any more!! from now on in my house i work, live, and love for myself and only myself!