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i feel terrible.
nobody will read this. she probably wont notice either. but eh ive hurt her enough. or well he has.
but im him one way or another.
i love her so much. she doesnt need me doing this to her.
i feel so bad. i can only pray she forgives me. i wouldnt blame her if she didnt though. id still love her. after all, i promised her i never would stop loving her.
i promised never to hurt her again, and i wont. i dont know how i could ever hurt such a kind and gentle soul. shes amazing.
i often wonder if she was sent to me. of all the miracles ive had in my life, shes the best one by far.
its uncanny. she radiates the joys of life.just that warm sweet smile is intoxicating. and her hugs warm you to the bone. its like the elixer of life.
when she smiles. i cant help but pull my cheek to the right and grin at her, shes my everything. and i aint gonna hurt her ever again. this i promise.
[~Thomas~] Community Member 
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