it hurts really bad right now...
i dont want to be here.....
i hate talking over aim....i cant see her face...
i cant see her tears...i cant hear her voice...so i cant tell im hurting her
im a fool. an idiot and a traitor. i hurt her so bad....she never deserved this.. not from me most of all. i loved her.. and now...im hurting her...im tearing her apart...and in doing so im doing it to myself.
im such an undeserving a*****e....everything has been so easy for me. i quite 'it' without help, and now i cant do something so simple as love. but them again, love isnt so simple is it? after thousands of years we can give it. take it. share it. and yet we still dont even know what it is.its truly a sad thing.
im such a fool, looking back now i think about how i pushed her away. that was such a stupid thing to do .
now i just want her to be there for me..and i know thats selfish.
i love you....
[~Thomas~] Community Member 
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