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Woo! I went to my first speech contest, and I was NERVOUS! I went from an excited stage at the beginging of the week, to a slightly nervous stage, then to an angry stage, then the pissed stage, then the loathing stage, then the nervous stage, then to the happy stage! I was really nervous my first round. One of my scenes was still really sketchy(and it still is..... sweatdrop ) and I didn't have it memorized very well...I thought I was going to have a panic attack! But after I did it the first time, It was easy! I got a fourth! I was only beaten by people from our team, so I didn't feel too bad. I'm still loathing the next one.....It's just because I'm nervous.... sweatdrop

*sigh* ....................GOD DAMMIT, I WANT LOVE IN MY LIFE! scream

.................... *long sigh* I'm a hopeless romantic........ redface Countless romantic incidents that could happen to me flutter through my mind constantly.....Some of them quite crazy.........BUT I'M TOO DAMN PICKY! gonk And shy.....I could never ask someone out..............It's like I can't stop untill I find my knight in shinning armor....I think all girls have a part in the back of their minds to be the damsel in distress...... *sigh* I really want a boyfriend, but I can't find that guy for me! cry No one in Connersville is good enough for me! stare Or maybe they are, but I can't find them, or maybe I'm looking in the wrong places............Maybe my standard is too high........Or maybe all the guys in Connersville SUCK a**! mad ......... *sigh* I'm too sentimental now too.......I can't watch a love scene between two main characters I like without sqwriming and oooing and awwwwing.....Sometimes I even have to pause what I'm watching and run out of the room......And durning things that aren't even that sad, I cry.....Durning the whole last episiods of Bleach and Eruka 7 I cried........... *sigh* I'm pathetic...... whee

On a different note.....I have another person I want to cosplay as! It's Argentine from DNAngel! I love him! I've lately been having a thing for the misunderstood guys in stories....I love Waka from Okami too! He's awesome!

Speaking of which.....I love Okami! It's an awesome game....Although lately bad things have been happing to me.......DUN DUN DUUUUUUN!

Anywho......Today I was in a puddy good mood! And my normally horrid hair was pretty darn good looking! I might even dare to say it looked quite sexy! I got a a lot of compliments on it! blaugh Now, only if my face was clearer.........