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And whilst it is not possible for me to say that it is my decision as a whole, but rather the influence of many people whom I regard with the utmost respect and my own, I must say I never thought it would come down to being so tragic that the one whom I hold superior affections for would have to type to me a paragraph explaining my utmost ignorance and stupidity.
It's over, and I have trust to regain.