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todays rant is brought to you by: Jarett *the demon* >.< how ironic

well lets see its close to turkyday and ive got nothing to do but go to "grandmas" and have a "nice thanksgiving" well damn it it dont want to!! why should i its retarded most of the time the woman is hurrasing us about how "we owe her money" or "this should of been done like this"," you realy need to lose some weight you'll look alot better". well i say that if we have to put up with that then i get to make my own opinion about what i think they should do. i have nothing agaisnt my grandpa but my grandma oh my ******** god!! i dont know what is wrong with her she needs to be put away where she is watched everyday all she is concerned about is what other people are doing she is all about drama and nothing else. the last time i tried to have an inteligant conversation with her i got herased and just shot down because of my age.. and she is always going on about how he side of the family is so much better...well let me tell you they are not! they are crack whores and insesting freaks!! ok get this my grandma hates blacks mexicans and gays but all the people on her side are either married to blacks or mexicans and have kids to them, are gay, ask her for money they never have to repay, or addictied to drugs... while i have never done drugs, dont like other races much, not fully gay, pay back what i owe, and work my a** off for basicly nothing!! and guess what she hates me. oh but not as bad as she hates my older sister tabatha. she apparently has changed for the worse ever since she became 18 and now my b*****d father *i hate him so much he is constantly tring to screw us over* is tring to disown her and tring to talk us out of going to college?!?! man i cant wait to be old enough to be out on my own... when i get enough money i am sending my mother out of this place i dont see why she should be left here to but up with bull s**t while im off haveing fun living my life whilst hers sucks so badly...i may hate her at times but damn it she is still my mother and i love her so yea i also hate my grandma because my mom can never do anything right in her eyes and she tries so hard to do things right....well anywho off my soapbox sory for all the stuff ive bottled this up all day...god i hate holidays around here