So I was just sitting here, pondering life. I don't really know what to say about this year. I have made so many mistakes and so little good choices. I suppose I have learned from my mistakes. But, I continue to make the same ones. Sometimes I wonder where I will end up, just like every other human being, but for some reason... I wish I could put the world on pause. I just want everything to stop for a second or two. Just so I can recap. I don't really have that luxury anymore. So many things are changing for me... My life, my school, my friends, my hopes for a future. I'm filling out college apps for Christ sake. I thought this day would be soooooo far in the future that by then I might be less ******** up... EHHHH!! Wrong...
Try more.
*Sigh*
Oh well...
Another boring journal entry.
 Alucarda Incarnate · Mon Nov 27, 2006 @ 02:42am · 0 Comments |
