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you turn to look at Trent but hes already gone from your side looking out the window at the moon, blocked out by dark clouds. You leave him there, your heart suddenly hurts too much to look at him, he looks...too...sad.
You go to your room and stare out you window,
"flashback" your looking up at the full moon, Trent walks over and hugs you, mmmm nice night, i love the moon when its full. "then why do you always look so sad? like your hearts about to break?" you ask quietly but he only smiles down at you and kisses your hair.
"end of flashback muhuhuhuha"
you wake to the sounds of birds and feel the warmth of the sun on your face, you fell asleep late last night, your slightly confused as you make your way down satirs you can hear voices coming from the kitchen. your father is talking to Trent...about you! you walk to the door to listen in on the conversation ~"Trent, Amber can't find out...if she was to remember now....if it had been up to me noone would have found you...you should never have returned to this world...you should be dead!" your father was saying this but you only caught on to a little of what he was saying you didnt understand what should you not know?? what is it your father knew and why should he be dead? was it your fault did you wish him dead? or had it all been a fraud what was your father keeping from you? you planned to stay and listen longer but the door bell rang forceing you to run so that your father did not find you listening. "damn" what should I do? your contemplating what to do next when Trent puts his arms around you "so how much did you hear?" he asks with a slight smile "what do you mean?" you ask inosently...he just smiles again but..in a sad way. What are you? you wanted to ask but somwhere in your heart you already knew the answere, you just...hated the answere that lead to his death...~Trent~ shes just standing there stareing at me. "Amber I have something to tell you" she just blinks and nodds...she already knows. But how do I get her away from her father...~Amber~ Oh god no hes going to tell me...something what should I do RUN?? wait no calm down ok...~Trent~ wide eyed as she runs away "Amber" she looks back but dosnt stop. ~Amber~ you run past your father and out the door not shure where your headed but you knew that you had to get there.
You walk into the old park not too many people come around anymore since the place caught fire two years ago. you go and sit under a chared tree thats just starting to grow green grass under it...~flashback~ you where sitting under this tree, the rain was comeing down hard and cold Trent was calling your name...but you didnt want to see him your father hated him, but you...No I cant...you look up to see his eyes hes sad..again it seems like hes always sad. He takes you into his arms...You gasp as you realize this is nolonger just an old dream...Trent stands there holding you "Amber please I have to tell you everything even if it means dieing again...for you I dont want you to forget me this time" "I..I didnt forget! theres nothing to forget! we have never met befor!" he glared at you and demanded that you listen.
Two years ago we met