Not much to say really, except my life has been turned upside down and backwards.
See it's been what, a year sence my last entry? Close to anyways, whatever doesn't matter lol. Right now I'm in hospital being all fixed up becuase I got sever depression to the extreme that I did stuff, now I'm happy most of the time, well actualy ALOT of the time, and that's a good thing I suppouse, but it's kind of funny. I'm not sure when I am happy or when the pills make me happy... Either way I'm not hurting myself or others anymore. And that's great. I'll catch you foks up on the rest later but for now let me just say that I have a crush on a girl I cannot touch, I wish I could be with somebody that doesn't even know me, and that I've lost all of my friends, even my best friend has basicly lost me becuase she's grown. Don't get me wrong. We are still best friends! BUT, she is growing up, and it brings a tear to my eye to see it becuase we are growing in diffrent directions... but, we'll always be best budds and that's what matters. smile
Oh yea, when I said I've lost all my friends, I ment it, once I'm out of here, I'm going to have to start from scrat, new friends new life, my old one I cannot live anymore becuase it was a sad one, now that I'm happy I have to change it all. So that scares me shootless. But I'll get into that later.
Byez
See it's been what, a year sence my last entry? Close to anyways, whatever doesn't matter lol. Right now I'm in hospital being all fixed up becuase I got sever depression to the extreme that I did stuff, now I'm happy most of the time, well actualy ALOT of the time, and that's a good thing I suppouse, but it's kind of funny. I'm not sure when I am happy or when the pills make me happy... Either way I'm not hurting myself or others anymore. And that's great. I'll catch you foks up on the rest later but for now let me just say that I have a crush on a girl I cannot touch, I wish I could be with somebody that doesn't even know me, and that I've lost all of my friends, even my best friend has basicly lost me becuase she's grown. Don't get me wrong. We are still best friends! BUT, she is growing up, and it brings a tear to my eye to see it becuase we are growing in diffrent directions... but, we'll always be best budds and that's what matters. smile
Oh yea, when I said I've lost all my friends, I ment it, once I'm out of here, I'm going to have to start from scrat, new friends new life, my old one I cannot live anymore becuase it was a sad one, now that I'm happy I have to change it all. So that scares me shootless. But I'll get into that later.
Byez
