Hello!
Okay so the girl I adore I cannot touch, cannot have, and never will I know this. Sucks don't it? She's beutiful, the way she talks, walks, and even falls over;which she does alot. Is Beutiful! But she has no feelings for me, and even if she did, I wouldn't let her have me or me have her in any way... odd I know, needed it is.
See I have this skill of hurting people that are close to me, I don't like doing it, it just happens, and happens alot it seems to me. I hate seeing my friends and family get hurt and leave becuase in the end as selfish as it sounds, I'm always a little bit less inside, becuase lets face it, theres one less person.
But that's all besides the point. The main concern now is that my friend zephire is being a moron ><" She's always upset about being lonely and always upset about how she has nobody to cuddle with in the middle of the night etc, but she doesn't see that if she were to JUST FRICKEN TALK TO PEOPLE, she would get alot closer to them then just sitting behind me and mopping about and acting as if lifes over.
She's got to understand, but how? How do you teach somebody that the only way for them to become happy and for them to stop being insanly down and out all the time is for them to talk to people and socialize!!!!! GRAH!!!!!!!!! :anger:
What I wouldn't do just to smack some info into her little brain... She's brilliant, smart as a whistle! But when it comes to people, god it's like a hard place inside of another hard place. She can give me advice sure! But does she follow her own?? I think not! GAH!!!
Sorry but geez!
Okay so the girl I adore I cannot touch, cannot have, and never will I know this. Sucks don't it? She's beutiful, the way she talks, walks, and even falls over;which she does alot. Is Beutiful! But she has no feelings for me, and even if she did, I wouldn't let her have me or me have her in any way... odd I know, needed it is.
See I have this skill of hurting people that are close to me, I don't like doing it, it just happens, and happens alot it seems to me. I hate seeing my friends and family get hurt and leave becuase in the end as selfish as it sounds, I'm always a little bit less inside, becuase lets face it, theres one less person.
But that's all besides the point. The main concern now is that my friend zephire is being a moron ><" She's always upset about being lonely and always upset about how she has nobody to cuddle with in the middle of the night etc, but she doesn't see that if she were to JUST FRICKEN TALK TO PEOPLE, she would get alot closer to them then just sitting behind me and mopping about and acting as if lifes over.
She's got to understand, but how? How do you teach somebody that the only way for them to become happy and for them to stop being insanly down and out all the time is for them to talk to people and socialize!!!!! GRAH!!!!!!!!! :anger:
What I wouldn't do just to smack some info into her little brain... She's brilliant, smart as a whistle! But when it comes to people, god it's like a hard place inside of another hard place. She can give me advice sure! But does she follow her own?? I think not! GAH!!!
Sorry but geez!
