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::why...:: iim not all there, half of me iis miissiing, iim destoriied iinsiide wiithout you, everiidaii ii thiink of new ways to hurt myself, iits wrong ii know, ii cant waiit to see you agaiin, maybe someone wiill feel my sympathii, liing there, stariing iinto neverendiing thoughts deep iin my miind, wered my liife go? am ii realii that pathetiic, raiise the blade to my flesh, just to feel the paiin, that ii reallii deserve? screamiing to myself, lookiing iinto the miirror, half transparent, diieiing from the iinsiide-out. why cant ii have thiis aniiother waii? why...?

Posted by: R A W R 42O Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 05:46am

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Commented on: Tue Dec 05, 2006 @ 06:47pm


	crying cry cry im sry if i cant be there all the time for you. but just take a moment to just think of me and my love for you. what you chose to do to your self has a great impact on me. tho i cant stop you from doing the things you do. i will ask you to stop hurting your self for i cant stand to see you hurt it cilles me to see that you need to do things like that. i my mind i think that i cant meashur up to your expectations that im not good enuf for you that you need more than i can give you. that if i try my hardest that it wont be enuf for you that you will end up leaving me cuz i said "i dont want to " to many times so im sry i say that with all the fealling im my body cry im sry

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