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todays rant may contain some materal that my disturb others but instead of not putting it on here im being an american cowboy and typeing it


ok my little sister amanda is..haveing that time of the month again and it seems like no has taught her any sanitary skills at all so today i woke up and her unmentionables are on the ground by the trash...well needless to say they need to be...and i found it and was comletely grosses out and then just now i got into a fight with her for being on the computer for about 5 1/2 hours and mom tells her to get off *yay mom* but then i yell at her because she left a mess and she refused to clean it up, well mom got all pissed off at me for yelling at her to clean up her mess and then she used like 3 towls to sit on *gross* and i yell at her for just thowing the dirty towls in the hamper *if you dont know why i yelled at her just think about what i told you earilier* and then mom yells at me and i tell her that it is sick and she yells back at me that im sick and i go on about how stupid its is to just thow them in there and my older sister yells at me and says that she hopes when someone tells me im stupid all the time and picks on me all the time apparently she doesnt know tyler does that any ways and i dont get on to my family for much just you know keep that stuff that you do do to yourself i dont want to know about it but any who i go to sit down the computer chair and i sit in it....i freak out and yell at my little sister and the b***h hid in moms room and then mom yelled at me i tell her that its disqusting and then mom calls me dusqusting and says she doesnt want to talk to me untill i can talk i then yell out of anger because ive been keeping my voice down that i wasnt yelling and then she says that she dont want to see me any more well thats just fine i dont want to realy see her nore anyone that lives here because i realy realy hate living here and i cant move. now im not looking for sympathy im just looking for someone to hear me out and to actualy have this down like this so i can pull it up and show them how they treat me.

many thanks for those who decided to read this and im sorry for the uglyness this one had in it
-Jarett