"just wait Hillary.
Just wait until he brings your world down and you become a disaster such as me,trying to get your world back but you can't because it hurts deep inside and you try and you try until theres nothing left of you besides the necklace he gave you and only memories to go by and yet you try to tell your self that you hate him but you don't because you LOVE him way to much to even feel hate."
[[Thanks Wendy, your a true friiend]]
ii tell you how wonderful ii feel and how ii fiinalii found someone that makes me happii, and you tell me that my heart wiill be riipped to shredz, liike ii dont know what iit iis liike to have yur heart broken. iim takiing a biig riisk, and ii dont want to thiink about the consiiquences riight now, beacuse ii know when ii do, ii wiill go all 'selfdiistructiive' and theres nothiing James hates more than knowiing what ii can do to myself, seeiing me hurt iis more than enough to hurt hiim, therefore ii wont thiink about the bad thiings at the moment, and trii to deal wiith the fact that iits not healthii to be depressed all most the tiime.
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