I can't believe my darn luck...Today was PHSE day (where you learn about the law,drugs,alcohol,future,ect.) and i got to choose what i was going to do for trident (Job experience - three weeks working at a place) and there this gothic shop called Rod and Moreens which i REALLY wanted to work at. So all day i am going hyper over it and then...
*Deep sigh* Why is my life always like this...i get happy, my life is great and then it crashes down..i am such a failure...i really should'nt exist, all i do is ruin peoples lives and make things wrong..
I feel like breaking down in tears.
I am NOTHING i just feel like i don't exist....as if i should have been born, that was a sign, when the cord was wrapped around my throat, i should'nt have lived. And accidents have carried on happeneing, like falling off a ladder and nearly getting hit by a car, then my cousins taking part in my worst nightmare, everyone thinks i am screwy,a maniac, and its how its always been....
*Sniffle* I PUT THE JOB IN THE WRONG PART!!!!
It seems like nothing..but.....i have always wanted to work in the gothic shop,make all my dreams come true,serving friends as they watch as i get discounts and all the great ones talk to me...its just a dream...but i want it to be reality...
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