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Love is a many splintered thing Take my friend for instance. I still consider him a friend though he may not feel that way about me. He let this girl use him and cheat on him, because of whatever fantasized idea of making a 'real' relationship out of it. Now I'm not saying it's impossible, on the contrary I have a good friend irl that married her internet bf that lived halfway across the country. I wish them all the luck and hope it works, but it's RARE. My point is if you go around looking for it, it won't happen. It's the times you're NOT looking for it that make it real. When it starts out as friends, and turns into something more, when it's mutual. When there's enough in common but not too much. I don't know if he reads my journal, but if so I hope he doesn't get hurt by me saying so since he doesn't want me to pm him. I just think it's silly to kick yourself over something that wasn't worth getting so worked up over in the first place. I'm still your friend, whether you want me to be or not, that's just how I am. For everyone else, no I won't tell you who I'm talking about, and this person KNOWS who he is.

Posted by: Shyloh Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 03:30am

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Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 03:41am


	and i paid for it dearly. take her advice.

Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 03:43am


	so much for anonimity xp stressed

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Con Vallian
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Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 03:44am


	screw that. i messed up BIG and i hurt alot of people doing so. for everyone reading this, listen to shyloh. she speaks the truth

Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 03:53pm


	Shyloh My point is if you go around looking for it, it won't happen. It's the times you're NOT looking for it that make it real. When it starts out as friends, and turns into something more, when it's mutual. 3nodding I have always agreed with that. The whole dating thing doesn't appeal to me. Forcing yourself into a relationship just doesn't seem right. confused Relationships should be flowed into, not charged into. gonk

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Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 06:29pm


	The Cap'n I have always agreed with that. The whole dating thing doesn't appeal to me. Forcing yourself into a relationship just doesn't seem right. Relationships should be flowed into, not charged into. ........ 3nodding ......... heart ......... domokun ......... whee ........ The best love is the kind you find on accident ^.^

Commented on: Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 09:28pm


	That's the way it seems to be. 3nodding

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Commented on: Thu Oct 07, 2004 @ 12:32am


	Con is a cockbiting ****** he is. domokun**

Commented on: Thu Oct 07, 2004 @ 01:45am


	I doubt Con would remember me lol but meh..... Shyloh I know exactly what your saying!!! I've pathetically driven myself into the depths of twisted 'loved' and ended up having my world shattered.... and pieced back together poorly... appearing as if a preschooler glued it... only to have another 'love' come along, and bash the attempted masterpiece back into shards.... only more of them gather on the ground then before. I do not search for 'love'... but what is not 'love' constantly finds me, disguising itself.... falling into false comfort. Bah..... I have yet to find something true and pure. I fully support this journal entry... and I almost wish I could take back the last 4 years of my 'love life'.... because love is rare thing.... that I hardly believe in anymore... oh... and one last thing smacks Hell slinger scream <center>°¤±†Deadly Lullaby†±¤°</center>

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Commented on: Thu Oct 07, 2004 @ 04:24am


	xd Settle down slinger... I'll do the obscene male bashing around here... pets kitty yeah and DL he likes that kinda thing, so be careful ~.^ Con I'm glad you came to your senses, I just hope that you can continue to live life for you instead of for someone else. 3nodding I'm just glad I stopped looking...

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