Careless, and ever so unaware
"all I want is to be with you."
She spoke with a whisper,
slowly she raised her head, just to look him in the eye.
He looked back.
A tear forming at the pit of her eye.
She looked away, she cant face him.
He still saw the tears running down her cheek,
with one stroke, wipes a single tear away.
"I love you," he finally says breaking the silence.
She turns around swiftly, and quickly "please dont go" she crys.
She grabs him in a tight embrace, as if never to let go.
He wraps his arms around her. "I have to go, I cant stay here anymore"
"I want one thing, before I go."
"Please, Please dont go, I dont know what I could do without you!"
"Before I go, I want you to promise that you wont do anything that I wouldnt aprove of,
I'll always be with you, just forget about me"
"Forget about you?! I cant do that! what do you mean?!"
Breaking sobbs and endless crying on his shoulder.
Trying not to cry he gently strokes her hair, "Im sorry"
Once she returns home, 7: oo at night, she is still crying
With her door locked and no one else home, she grabs a razor from her dresser.
Slowly raising it to her wrist, just to feel the pain, better than sorrow.
She hears his voice "Stop, stop that at once, what do you think your doing?"
the sound of his voice in her head made it worse knowing hes gone.
pressing the blade to her wrist more forcly.
"I beg you stop, I love you!"
tears pouring down her face and she cant stop,
once its in deep enough, you just cant feel it anymore.
little pools of blood dripping from her wrist, the blade never leaving her skin.
Just thinking about the neverending days, weeks, months.
Without the only thing keeping her alive.
"I'll miss you, I'll miss you forever"
A sharp, smooth blade running down her soft skin.
The blood pulsing out of her arm, so much blood.
The room is hotter, and the walls are spinning, she feels faint.
Drifting away.
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