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people ask me. what is wrong with you. they say im soooooo annoing. i tell then to go some where eles then. the only one that cares about me donst realy care about me. they just whant me to think they do. but no one dose. they all say. you should be less annoing. but i cant help it. its this thing i have and i ran out of medicen for it along time ago. but finding that out isnt the worst. do you whana know the worst. this is the worst. this is my life. people push me in the halls calling me none appropreait name's. they make fun of my spelling. they punch me. i have no good real friends. it's like no one cares. it's like the whole world is out to get me. the one i like dosnt evan like me. but it's all good. i know were i can go. aplace were no problums are. and ive been thinking. what would it be like there. i whant to find out. i dont like it here. i cant stand the people here. thay are sooo annoing. but they can help it. i can't. i wish that they know what i go threw. haveing to face this life of mine. how i wish it would get the tinyest bit better. and i know that there are people with lifes like mine. but im going to go. if you dont hear or see me for a wile then i am in that place i dream so much about. and dont evan bother cometing. you say all this stuff. like im sorry. but then you get all mad at me. and now dose that evan sound like your sorry. i mean you might have been but yea. if people cant exept me for being bi then screw them. if they cant take me any more ******** them. i dont need them this is who i am. and i have found a better place. i cant take this pain any more. one day they will pay. but dont evan bother to coment.