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it's like im slippying away.
day affter day.
little bye little. fadeing fast
cant last.
your kiss.
it took me away.
but now your gone.
wish you were here.
but your no where near.
my sole.
slippy fast.
going away day by day.
floting away. i cat stop it.
im transforming in to this beast.
my shadow.
takeing over.
leaveing no light inside.
because of you im a hollow man.
no iner courage.
no selfasteam.
no one to love.
nothing to love.
im invisable.
no one see's me.
it's a childe's dream.
and my nightmere.
if some one.... yes some one out there new.
new the pain i was going threw.
i cant take it.
my minde says revinge.
my body says no.
my shadow. destroying every bit of light in it's path.
takeing over my body.
im akeing.
bleeding.
friend's.. gone.
family. none.
enemys. yes. thay drawl near me with my blood on there toung.
i must end this pain. end it now
the voices. they echo in my head.
end it now, end it now, end it now.
it is now that it will end. end, end, end,
a shiny baral.
that will save me.
i pull it up to my head.
and pray that it will solve my problum's.
NO STOP. says a voice.
i look around. no one is there.
it dosent matter now. it's over. ruined.
a hand grab's mine.
a love type feeling rome's the air.
you came.
my life. compleat.
friend's you.
family, you.
i have nothing to loose and every thing to gain.
my blood. warm.
our lip's tuch quietly.
BANG BANG.
blood runs down her cheek.
the taste of blood in my mouth.
gone.
no. i't cant be.
But it wasnt her.
it was me.
i close my eye's and i fade away. once more.
my enemy took over.
the shadow. entered.
my life is now gone forever and ever more.