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well today started good, ill give it that
i had a good time because we had an early dismissal, so i wouldn't be falling asleep in math class again well the teachers took all of us to the food court near our school, the only place open was burger king, so i got an icee and it was cherry, it was good.
then we had to come back and work on something then something else, then lunch, then french, i hate french, its the ugliest language ever.
school was out, i had to go to a stupid thing after school, and i had a couple friends there, a guy and a girl (no names) and she was one of my best friends so i told her that i know that the guy used to like me, because he told me and i hate it when people tell me that because all the people i could never like tell me this (oh and recently i found out that the guy I like only USED to like me, oh god i was so sad after that) okay, so i told her and that was a mistake. so we were in a room where the older kids can go and i was sitting next to that guy and he said sometime, so i playfully hit him, and he hit me back and we did that. then the other 2 girls (one of which was the one i was talking about earlier) were making fun on us for liking each other!!!!! and then the girl that was my best friend whispers something and i went over there, really pissed off might i add, asking her what the ******** she just said, and she said that she didnt say anything, and the girl she whispered to said the same thing but i wasnt about to fall for it, so i pushed the one mentioned so many times and she spilt her milk...then i got scared, i hate pushing people, especially friends... it happens to me all the time too, i turn into the thing i hate most and that pisses me off. she ran out of the room and i left to get a drink, i didnt get a drink, i ran outside and got pissed off at myself more, playing that same scene back again and again in my head, i got sadder each time, but i couldnt stop. i finally went inside and called my mom to come pick me up, but she couldnt for another hour, so i was stuck at the shitty place an hour longer.
after i went home i was really tired and cold, so i went downstairs and went to sleep on the couch, since i hate sleeping on beds. i woke up about 3 hours later and i see my sister holding her ******** camera! she was taking a ******** pic of me while i was sleeping! i got sooo pissed, i yelled at her and told her to go get a ******** life and i ran upstairs to my room, i fell on the pile of blankets in my room, blasted my stereo and fell asleep, i was woken about an hour later and i had to go eat, but i wasnt hungry, so my parents were pissed at me 'cause i wouldnt eat....not like you can when you're not hungry, so i left the kitchen and went outside again. a few minutes later, i snuck back inside, to my room, then here. my mom comes in and is pissed 'cause i should be doing my homework since the only thing that matters is that i get my work done, it doesnt matter how pissed i am at her and the rest of my family, so we get into a fight
it finished and she went downstairs and i needed to find todays paper so i could do part of my homework, i looked where it shoulds be but i couldnt find it so i asked my parents and they said it was outside and i told them that its ******** freezing and they just laughed at me, so i went out and ran into the snow and layed in it for a while deciding whether or not to just start running, i decided not to because im a big chicken so i went to the garage and i grabbed the paper and came inside, freezing, i mean its like -9 degrees F right now!
then i came in here, and thats how im here, and im still pissed at my family, i know this sounds really bad, but i'd trade this family for a new one in 2 seconds, not like they'd even notice either...
 erinus is god · Thu Feb 08, 2007 @ 02:54am · 0 Comments |
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